Tuesday, September 3, 2019
"I figured it out," "like it or not."
I think my dad is getting too close to me with the people monitoring me in private. I don't reveal to him things that offend him.
People thinking someone did something really bad.
People want to get you over with by saying you aren't perfect and therefore never will be, like someone is guilty here ... so they can ruin your life socially to gain popularity. People with significant German ethnicity can be like this often.
"We shall overcome!"
People want to make it look like they make things better by hurting you because you overcome, anyway, with or without their influence.
Who Cares? - Generation X
How can you complain about Generation X being mistreated if you yourself say they don't matter? People believe this and must put pressure on others.
Con Artistry
People assume I'm lame, whereas other people are treated appropriately because of race.
I just wanted to see what it was.
I don't know all these exaggerations how all these other violinists are better than me other than that they were taught young to play all the notes in the other positions and play fast.
A Former Pianist Practicing Violin Alone
As a pianist, I must be more focused and dedicated to practice alone than orchestral instrumentalists!
What a joke!
Everyone used to say I was dedicated, but now they think I'm a joke at anything I like to do, like it's a crime!
Well, you have to acknowledge a lot of things if you're gonna waste your time wondering about that... I switched my instrument. I get bothered a lot. I dunno?
Before, I figured not much was in my learning material and I couldn't practice something like "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" all day. I got more advanced and found my own material. There were things I could have done before!!!
Well, you have to acknowledge a lot of things if you're gonna waste your time wondering about that... I switched my instrument. I get bothered a lot. I dunno?
Before, I figured not much was in my learning material and I couldn't practice something like "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" all day. I got more advanced and found my own material. There were things I could have done before!!!
A True Fight
If you are interested in something new, usually you are encouraged, but people are lashing out about how good they are because of when they started younger, etc. It's like it's a moral issue, if you didn't get to start something earlier or didn't know... (Like, you didn't know the reputation of certain activities later in life and things not everyone knows about it.) I also wasn't allowed. I like lots of things, as a result, like that.
For example, since I was good at gymnastics, not just flopping around, I was good at ballet, strong as a singer, strong hands to work the violin, etc. I was very strong, but I wasn't on a team and only went 2 times a week some of the time and sometime plus a fun day. I did cross country and was the highest female in JROTC for athletics, I think. Yea, people used things like JROTC to hang, "hang out." So, they weren't actually very very strong.
So, you have to be set up to want to do something maybe that your parents did, like Rene Fleming's parents were opera singers or teachers. She was also born in early 1959. She's very nice. From there, though, these days, people make a good argument. I like Celine Dion and have since Titanic (1997.) She was the youngest in a music family of 15 from Canada and is French I think.
I think I was just slammed to protect the precious talent of "authentic" German classical musicians. No one is interested in me because I changed my instrument. "It's supposed to be easy to learn a new instrument if you already know how to play another instrument." "It's supposed to be easier to learn a new instrument if you already played piano." I got in as a piano major, like it or not. I went to a school near home. Maybe, they value other things, but anyway I got in for organ and ended up in piano, too. I was let in without an audition, though I failed the 1st one. Maybe, it was because I had the guts to try a 2nd time.
So, I guess a lot of anger was let out on me because of generation pride, too. I'm worth nothing sexually because of my generation, among other things. I must have been in a bargain without knowing that I was worth dirt if I wasn't too depressed or fatigued to decide to play more violin, and when I did I was told they worked to make me when some people had worked to bother me, taking time from something.
I don't know if I will meet the standards of some music groups or entire countries, but I know I will be accepted somewhere, here in the states for a gig, something I should have been doing in high school.
So, the true fight is the idea you have to start an activity at like age 3 and stick with it. They believe in that here in the states. I'm so overwhelmed by it. Hey, I can use my gymnastics strength for other things when I see fit? I'm also intellectual to what I can be and seem to have developed hand eye coordination... So, I'm not just a hunk of meat or a developing pile of obesity.
For example, since I was good at gymnastics, not just flopping around, I was good at ballet, strong as a singer, strong hands to work the violin, etc. I was very strong, but I wasn't on a team and only went 2 times a week some of the time and sometime plus a fun day. I did cross country and was the highest female in JROTC for athletics, I think. Yea, people used things like JROTC to hang, "hang out." So, they weren't actually very very strong.
So, you have to be set up to want to do something maybe that your parents did, like Rene Fleming's parents were opera singers or teachers. She was also born in early 1959. She's very nice. From there, though, these days, people make a good argument. I like Celine Dion and have since Titanic (1997.) She was the youngest in a music family of 15 from Canada and is French I think.
I think I was just slammed to protect the precious talent of "authentic" German classical musicians. No one is interested in me because I changed my instrument. "It's supposed to be easy to learn a new instrument if you already know how to play another instrument." "It's supposed to be easier to learn a new instrument if you already played piano." I got in as a piano major, like it or not. I went to a school near home. Maybe, they value other things, but anyway I got in for organ and ended up in piano, too. I was let in without an audition, though I failed the 1st one. Maybe, it was because I had the guts to try a 2nd time.
So, I guess a lot of anger was let out on me because of generation pride, too. I'm worth nothing sexually because of my generation, among other things. I must have been in a bargain without knowing that I was worth dirt if I wasn't too depressed or fatigued to decide to play more violin, and when I did I was told they worked to make me when some people had worked to bother me, taking time from something.
I don't know if I will meet the standards of some music groups or entire countries, but I know I will be accepted somewhere, here in the states for a gig, something I should have been doing in high school.
So, the true fight is the idea you have to start an activity at like age 3 and stick with it. They believe in that here in the states. I'm so overwhelmed by it. Hey, I can use my gymnastics strength for other things when I see fit? I'm also intellectual to what I can be and seem to have developed hand eye coordination... So, I'm not just a hunk of meat or a developing pile of obesity.
Update About Me
I may go back to my original college, Loyola University New Orleans, because I should be able to take the German major at the college nextdoor, while auditioning to major in music at Loyola.
Otherwise, I can go up north at least to major in German, for now, another college I went to before, in the Cleveland, OH, area, Baldwin-Wallace University and Conservatory of Music.
It's hard because I changed my instrument from piano/organ and singing to violin.
Otherwise, I can go up north at least to major in German, for now, another college I went to before, in the Cleveland, OH, area, Baldwin-Wallace University and Conservatory of Music.
It's hard because I changed my instrument from piano/organ and singing to violin.
Peculiar Isolation
Is someone mentally ill if they can't stand to be around another race, in normal circumstances?
You can't always get what you want, even if it is the same race...
It would be hard to segregate with all the mixed races, may as well put them together. There are a lot of inside jokes and competition, but we seem prevented from being around one another.
You can't always get what you want, even if it is the same race...
It would be hard to segregate with all the mixed races, may as well put them together. There are a lot of inside jokes and competition, but we seem prevented from being around one another.
Calling It Racism
African-Americans etc. can point people out for racism a lot. They take it out on the vulnerable and underprivileged and disadvantaged.
College - There's always room for improvement.
I guess my schools weren't good at reading and lecturing.
I guess we should have spent more time organizing what we have to "memorize" or learn. It's not just a long list of words going in one direction. One tool to start with is to practice outlining, but it's a little hard/tricky and doesn't always work for everything. Make sure you take your vitamins because maybe it helps with your eyesight and speedreading for some of the studying...
I guess we should have spent more time organizing what we have to "memorize" or learn. It's not just a long list of words going in one direction. One tool to start with is to practice outlining, but it's a little hard/tricky and doesn't always work for everything. Make sure you take your vitamins because maybe it helps with your eyesight and speedreading for some of the studying...
I surpassed the kinds of people I'm around...
I feel like people consider that I've surpassed most people and that I was accepted by people from Europe if there were any questions overall. However, it seems I'm not good enough, even to people I like.
Everyone is just picking up around themselves and bringing my life to a halt in subconscious hopes they get ahead and I'm yesterday, "yesterday's news," for good. They're really doing something else because it's not as simple as that. It's also "not very nice!"
Everyone is just picking up around themselves and bringing my life to a halt in subconscious hopes they get ahead and I'm yesterday, "yesterday's news," for good. They're really doing something else because it's not as simple as that. It's also "not very nice!"
Authentic Spanish Architecture/Culture
I'm watching The Three Caballeros (1977.)
The old buildings may "just" seem primitive to you, but the Spanish had ancient European architecture. People dress modern today but see themselves cut out as an ancient European with ancient European culture as the roots of a lot of what surfaces.
In fact, people born in the 1970s and 1980s seem to have skedaddled out of here, leaving the past behind of what they even had in their life and what can ring a bell today.
The old buildings may "just" seem primitive to you, but the Spanish had ancient European architecture. People dress modern today but see themselves cut out as an ancient European with ancient European culture as the roots of a lot of what surfaces.
In fact, people born in the 1970s and 1980s seem to have skedaddled out of here, leaving the past behind of what they even had in their life and what can ring a bell today.
Ah ha!
I wonder if Ellen DeGeneres likes people talking about her. It seems she likes the style of Generation Z; however, they actually make brainless posts that tease other generations. She must be uptight/pressured about it.
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