So, why...

...does she make this message ring loud and clear?  You don't have to do it to get by, and you might not save the day by being mean.

Look at the Germans over in Europe-

thinking we can't go back there.

Here's the video.

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The world is following me, but they are also following someone else and trying to ruin it for me with this person.

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I think they are following someone trying to "suck up" to them and everyone caught on and now think they can just do it and be sorry and go back like it wasn't wrong....

It's like, "Oh, maybe, this person gets mad at Christina for not solving her own problems and realizing it's too late for her or she always was shit.  I'll just look for controversial topics as it catches on with the whole rest of the world of people who are like me."

Hm, I don't think I'm worse than most people, but maybe my family didn't eat as much.  However, it's not your place to react like an animal who can't think and just snap at them because a lot of people believe in eating healthily but are poor.  Eating healthily I believe is eating a lot of healthy food.  Being a hard worker in any way means eating enough food and not overworking so you get tired in the end and not do any work.

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People think there's more in store like I have to have always been perfect and they find out.

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They think they're something.  They even made themselves believe the world's only problem was me.

Problem

I heard someone on YouTube talk to their dog like they were punishing me "finding out" if I had it good in my life and if I did anything wrong they would find out and everyone would bother me.

People keep freely chosing to talk nasty taking out their anger on me.

Question

Why are some white schoolgirls so secretly aggressive to girls they know are not all white?  Aren't they supposed to be studying and playing with the class?

"Do you have a problem?"

Even Americans are forward with if you have a problem.

So...

That is a big reason they fight.

The Deciding Factor

Southern Europeans, maybe especially in the US, are afraid to admit their faces are not Caucasian in some ways if they say Asian is not even human, by that measurement.  They are so mean to me!  I'm 1/2 white 1/2 Asian.  I have more Irish than any other European.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Question

Why does my relationship life matter to you?

Edit: because people fight it in my daily life like I don't matter

Racism in Hollywood?

Do you want to wait until you get in a movie to show you're uncomfortable racially?

Prejudice

People who disapprove of Germans are like Nazis themselves.

Edit

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Well?

Germany needs to admit they’re not all that.  I still like them in some ways.  I wish I could play violin there now.

Edit: This was a continuation of thoughts in my previous post. I mean people are not superhuman.

Problem

Do you like people in high places acting like you’re in trouble and getting away with it? Being able to take advantage of you and manipulate your life while everyone banks on it at that point, like you’re bad?

Mistreated

However, an older lady I know is forced to hit the spot like she’s a baby.
So, think back.  What did she do to get herself herself in this situation?

“When I’m In the Wrong”

An older lady I like “steals the show.”

Question

Are you gonna come out and change later, whatever you’re hiding and hoping?

Happiness "for the Rest of Us"

People don’t want me to be happy or have anything and not them and go crazy sometimes subconsciously on race.  Germans aren’t sorry.

“Out”

Are you all out?

Why?

Do you want to feel punished?

Jealous

I think my dad is just jealous.

“Help!”

“No, everyone has problems.”

“Yea right!”

People in the media can act like I’m only accepted for now.

“Be careful...”

I shouldn’t have to be careful because of some people like I could get cancer from them.

and

neither is the US.

Well?

Germany needs to admit they’re not all that.  I still like them in some ways.  I wish I could play violin there now.

Edit: This was a continuation of thoughts in my previous post. I mean people are not superhuman.

Non-White Races in a Cage, White Races Need “Slaves...”

Some people will ruin your life somehow collectively if you don’t do everything they say. Don’t “fear” Germany and its Nazis.

You will have to live like your ancestors and remain globally suppressed maybe somehow...

People should leave people alone...

Loneliness

Why are there so many Late Boomers feeling good not administering to lonely Generation X?

“No Joke!”

Some men are full of bottled up spite...

Poor American Musician...

Germans can celebrate classical music done in a good way, but Americans are the opposite.

Problem

People are counting down by telling me I can't affect people in enough ways sexually.

There's no Christina happy with you in the end.

Who is this?

I wonder why people only pick on my relationships.

Other people are turned down only to poke in my business.


I didn't say I don't want the people I know to feel bad.  Why are people suggesting I am a problem?  They think they aren't problems.

Problem

Why do people worry about getting cancer when they make a statement of truth?

Whatever My Relationship Decides/Wants

People aren't ruining anyone, just my relationship, the fact I have one.

Only bad people usually do that.

Update

I added a message board I post on at the bottom of this blog.

Update

I added my Twitter account to the bottom of this blog.