Monday, September 9, 2019

Some people do this.

Some people develop a quietude like there’s something biggie them.

Problem 

Some people are overly sensitive and mean to me.

Sunday, September 8, 2019

So, why...

...does she make this message ring loud and clear?  You don't have to do it to get by, and you might not save the day by being mean.

Look at the Germans over in Europe-

thinking we can't go back there.

Here's the video.

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The world is following me, but they are also following someone else and trying to ruin it for me with this person.

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I think they are following someone trying to "suck up" to them and everyone caught on and now think they can just do it and be sorry and go back like it wasn't wrong....

It's like, "Oh, maybe, this person gets mad at Christina for not solving her own problems and realizing it's too late for her or she always was shit.  I'll just look for controversial topics as it catches on with the whole rest of the world of people who are like me."

Hm, I don't think I'm worse than most people, but maybe my family didn't eat as much.  However, it's not your place to react like an animal who can't think and just snap at them because a lot of people believe in eating healthily but are poor.  Eating healthily I believe is eating a lot of healthy food.  Being a hard worker in any way means eating enough food and not overworking so you get tired in the end and not do any work.

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People think there's more in store like I have to have always been perfect and they find out.

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They think they're something.  They even made themselves believe the world's only problem was me.

Problem

I heard someone on YouTube talk to their dog like they were punishing me "finding out" if I had it good in my life and if I did anything wrong they would find out and everyone would bother me.

People keep freely chosing to talk nasty taking out their anger on me.

Question

Why are some white schoolgirls so secretly aggressive to girls they know are not all white?  Aren't they supposed to be studying and playing with the class?

"Do you have a problem?"

Even Americans are forward with if you have a problem.

So...

That is a big reason they fight.

The Deciding Factor

Southern Europeans, maybe especially in the US, are afraid to admit their faces are not Caucasian in some ways if they say Asian is not even human, by that measurement.  They are so mean to me!  I'm 1/2 white 1/2 Asian.  I have more Irish than any other European.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Question

Why does my relationship life matter to you?

Edit: because people fight it in my daily life like I don't matter

Racism in Hollywood?

Do you want to wait until you get in a movie to show you're uncomfortable racially?

Prejudice

People who disapprove of Germans are like Nazis themselves.

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Well?

Germany needs to admit they’re not all that.  I still like them in some ways.  I wish I could play violin there now.

Edit: This was a continuation of thoughts in my previous post. I mean people are not superhuman.

Problem 

Do you like people in high places acting like you’re in trouble and getting away with it? Being able to take advantage of you and manipulate your life while everyone banks on it at that point, like you’re bad?