So...?

If the children want to be more important than a spouse depends on them.

Interesting

You can share friends but not mates, though I am polysexual and asexual.

Pop music seems like it's all about mating.  I do think that is because of how special Baby Boomers were and how their Generation X children weren't accepted by them and had to strike out on their own socially with one another.

In a Rage

So, don't live to tell people they can't make it because you decided not to.

Fear

I see videos of young adults learning violin it seems more than I expect, you know maybe 4, and they all seem to tremble in fear at what they think they can do starting this late in the game, you know like age 20 or 30 I'm guessing.  I feel that people are acting like I should, too.  What happened to my musicianship?  "Oh, Christina might have just as well quit even singing, she almost did, but she didn't, until she started violin..."  You know, I found there were other violin books out there my teachers didn't talk about and I could've been good by now.  I guess it's like piercing your ears, when you start and anticipate it, you should feel free to practice.

"Too Late" or "When Enough Is Enough"

How much have some people stopped to revere others who can't seem to be happy with others?  Maybe, they all wish they did something like being a movie star or some sort of celebrity or rich person.  Well, I guess they don't e-mail me, but I can advise them here to make a goal and reach it and then be happy they did finally.  I don't know all the details in stone, but I think this is possible.  I guess they know if they even are famous that there are other people who people care about even if they aren't as pretty or popular.

Derangement

Who is who?

Everyone is different in some way, but I don't think people care.

I see people as resting from not doing as much homework and then being less tired and looking more ready to fight for their social status and probably their race and ethnicity.

People used to say they make Hollywood stars skinnier and skinnier, while "real people" get fatter and fatter.

It seems I don't get my turn for attention or I'm a dud.  Sure, you can argue I have it going for me saying I know someone people relay they are jealous of.  However, I exist in the real world, too, and have before, as well, of course.  That is what I'm referring to.  I'm not sure what you do when you meet people you like a lot or get special status.  You still have issues, even if everyone listens to you and you're in charge.  So, most people like to ignore me, when I try to get attention.  I'm not really confined to the creme of the crop, neither.

"Getting to Know You" / "Lemon Tree"

Possibly, if you start to get or try to get more comfortable and casual with people in new ways...

It's official.

I can take advanced German classes at Tulane while at Loyola in music, in New Orleans, and the colleges are adjacent.

"What's wrong?" "What's the matter?"

What was so bad about me?  I remember first coming online.

First Impressions?

Musical theater is good, but I am into church music.

Hurricane Dorian

Party's over, and so are the Bahamas!

How You Look

Do you look smart?

I need singing lessons.

I wish I could take singing lessons, so I can sing in church.

(continued)

You'll notice I fit in in the rest of the world.

Nope

I don't admire how people at church try to have authority over me.  I was in church choir age 8-18.

Remembering Pain

I was watching vibrato videos on YouTube and then tried to play a song.

"Equal Opportunity" and Access

Do you get at least the same opportunity your parents had, or are other members of your generation cutting you down, in favor of your parents?

"As Luck Would Have It"

So, do you just have to be lucky with generation and race?

Trickery

People pretend they like me and then ruin my life.

...and now?

The organ is great, but I feel naked because I've played it, in my past.

Hey, look, though, everyone claps to see the orchestra.  That's great, for them.